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6: home
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"Well, high school was fun-ish," you smiled, "it was weird being in a whole new system. Like a whole new way of thinking about things, you know?" "I can imagine it would have been jarring," he empathized. "Yeah, I mean obviously I missed you, that was always the hardest. But, they don't get long-distance relationships in America. Or maybe they do, but the friends that I made did not understand how I could be fine with not dating." "Well, then actually," he giggled, "Korean teenagers don't get that either. So many of my friends asked me when I was going to find 'someone else' like that was even possible, but they knew you, so they were like, 'ok, hope it works out for you, bro'. Honestly, don't ever tell him this…promise me first…" "I promise not to tell your brother," you laughed, rubbing the definition in his abs. "Fuck, I love you, Sweets," he boasted before moving on, "yeah, even Namjoon, the perfect politician, wondered."
"Dammit, Namjoon didn't even have faith in me?" You teased, feigning hurt feelings. "No, no, it was just that he was worried about me. That's all." You lifted your head from his chest and pouted, your eyes began to tear, "he was worried…" "Stop that baby," he smacked your ass to get your attention, "the guilt is not necessary. Let it go. Ok?" "Ok," you looked down, feeling sad, and angry with yourself. "I'm gonna spank you again, Sweets," he teased, while he rubbed your ass cheek. "Well," you bit down on your lip, "that was hot…maybe I want you to spank me again."
"You naughty girl," he shook his head, "are you needing my dick again, baby?" He asked, running his hands over your ass, adjusting his body so he could push his fingers between your legs. You nodded, adjusting your body, moving up a bit and spreading your legs so that he could feel how wet you'd remained. "Oh my god," you moaned as he started to slide them against your folds, while your slick coated them again. You moved to kneeling beside him and moaned, "I'm going to need your dick in my mouth." He growled out as you lowered your mouth onto his hard length. You gripped onto it, squeezing it at its base, as you licked it, sucking on the softness that surrounded it. You took a firm palm against his sack, squeezing ever so gently, before you started to lick on it as well. "Holy fuck, Sweets," he moaned, "how do you know how to do that?" You giggled, lifting your head to look at him for a second, "instinct…and you, guiding me so I know what you like." "Fuck, yes," he moaned out, "that feels so good."
"Mmmm," you moaned against his length, as your mouth squeezed around its thickness, "mmmm mmmm mmmm, fuck!" His fingers found your hotspot and he started to circle it slowly. Tiny prickles started to fire throughout your body, starting at your pulsing clit and working their way out. It felt so good that you had to tell him, "fuck, Jungkook, yes baby. Oh my god, fuck yes." You tried to settle into his touch, jerking slightly every minute or so as the prickles started to build into sparks, while your high drew closer and closer. "Fuck! You're…," he started, momentarily pausing his fingers within you, as you felt a hot burst of cum hit the back of your throat, "gonna make me cum." You giggled, lifting your head up and looking into his eyes, as you swallowed his load. "Oh my god, Sweets," he chuckled with darkened eyes, obviously turned all the way on, "you dirty girl. Taste good?" "So good," you nodded, as you climbed on top of him, laying against him as you connected your lips with his.
"How do you want me to make you cum this time, Baby?" He asked, waiting for your direction. "Boyfriend's choice," you leaned back, straddling his abdomen, waiting for him to choose. "I haven't gotten enough of watching you. The look on your face when I'm making you cum is so fucking hot," he licked his lips and sat up slightly, sliding back against the headboard, "stay right there." You could feel his dick continuing to drip, as you slid your ass back slightly, holding yourself up as he curled his fingers into your pussy. "Mmm, yes, there," he smiled, eyes staring straight into your soul, "let me see that beautiful face." You squeezed your tits, holding them up, asking for his attention. He obliged, sucking on them, before your body started to tremble again from deep within, "oh my god, yes, fuck yes." "Look at me," he directed, drawing your attention to his gaze, "that's my girl, you feel so good on my fingers, baby." You stared at him, moaning, holding onto his arms as he continued to rub you to orgasm.
The intensity was at maximum level. The space filled with sex like an early morning fog, and you started to rock against him, "oh god, oh god, oh god, Jungkook…" He kept his pace, he'd learned exactly how to make you bust, so easily training your pussy to respond to his touch, "cum, look right into my eyes, baby…and cum. Cum right now." "Holy shit," you said rapidly, squeezing his arms, as you rode the pleasure wave. Pure ecstasy blanketed you and the sexy look in his eyes, as he watched you cum for him was the hottest you'd ever felt. Once you'd emptied for him, you wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed him, whispering, "damn, that was so hot." "That it was, Sweets," he kissed your lips then your neck, before he guided you back under his arm where you laid against his chest, "ok, so…where were we?" You both laughed and you went right back into your conversation, as if you'd not just been totally strung out on each other.
"We were talking about how no one around us understood how we could be so faithful, without ever talking," you started, "I wish I would have called you to leave a message. I listened to your voicemail over and over again…and it was so comforting. I'm truly so sorry I didn't do that for you. But…I did write to you, I just didn't send the letters." "Sweets," he shook his head, feeling bad because he wanted you to feel free of the guilt, but at the same time knowing you and understanding, "I'm gonna have to get a paddle for you…and really get that guilt out of you." You laughed, before changing your face to horny as fuck, "you can definitely fuck it out of me if you need to." "I intend to do that too, if YOU need me to," he teased, before bouncing his fingers against his lips to ask for a kiss. You kissed him and remembered what you'd been wanting to tell him, "by the way, this whole lip piercing and all the tattoos…so fucking hot. Definitely working for me."
"Oh yeah," he chuckled, "I'm glad you like it and them." "This, all of this," he hovered his hand over you, "all of this is working for me too." You shook your head against the side of his body, smiling with giddiness, before you continued, "so, yeah, my friend was always asking me why I wasn't interested in this dude or that and I told her, 'you don't know my Jungkook, he's worth it'. She'd just roll her eyes and pretend I was just crazy. She thought you were so hot by the way." "What? What do you mean?" He asked, seeming a bit surprised. "Babe, I've had the same picture of us on my phone since I moved," you admitted, suddenly feeling a blush on your cheeks. "Awww, that's so sweet, baby," he giggled, "me too." "Really?" You asked, still surprised. "What do you mean, really?" He asked, as he reached for his phone to show you, "see, now show me yours."
You rolled out of bed and fetched it from your purse, then handed it to him, "see." He laughed, "I know, I already saw it, I just wanted to watch your ass bounce as you went to get it." You playfully pushed him and laughed, "babe, you just have to tell me and I'll bounce my ass for you." He laughed, pulling you onto him again, "ok, so where did you decide to study?" "An in state school," you shrugged, "just like Jin, I didn't want to be far away from my family. What about you?" You asked, comfortably moving back to laying on your hands, on his chest. "An art school, actually," he shook his head, laughing at the memory of his decision, "my dad was so pissed about it." "Seriously, why?" You asked curiously. "What do you mean, why, Sweets? You know how important service was to him, practically a politician since birth, he wanted me to follow in his and Namjoon's footsteps, but that just wasn't for me," he shrugged, still feeling a tiny sting from his dad's initial disappointment in his choice. "I get that, babe," you kissed his chest, "you are much more introverted than he allowed you to be. I'm glad you pursued what you loved. I still have those cute drawings you did of us."
"I knew you would hold onto them. Actually, speaking of my art, I want to show you my studio and my installations oh and my apartment and…just everything," his voice was filled with excitement, until he realized, "oh, wait, when are you leaving? What are we going to do…now?"
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"Why are you still his executive assistant, sister? You have a business degree, when are you going to use it?" Jin was always supportive of you, but he was also skilled in tough love. He called bullshit when he needed to. "Jin," you shrugged, "it's just…not time." "Time for what? What are you waiting for?" He knew you were still focused on Jungkook, but why you were so stuck, he was at a loss. "I don't know," you shrugged again, unsure of how to answer him, when you didn't have an answer for yourself, "just…I'll know."
What you'd known was that you needed to be in a job that didn't mean much to you. Something that you could just pick up and leave when the time was right…when you knew, when your belief was confirmed. You just couldn't move past the guilt you carried and to be honest you were scared. If Jungkook hadn't waited for you, like you did him, you knew it would break you…and taking that emotional risk was just too scary.
"Well, you need to 'know' sooner than later. Do you know how many times mom and dad have asked me what you're waiting for?" He crossed his arms in front of his chest and looked at you with judgment, but only big brother judgment. "I'm sorry, Jinnie," you held your hand against his cheek, before hugging him, "I appreciate you being the buffer. I know they are worried, but this works for me right now. I'm good." His playful disposition softened and he stretched his arms around you, enveloping you in a sweet hug, until it wasn't, easily transitioning to annoying older brother as he squeezed you tighter and tighter. "Ok, ok," your whole disposition calling mercy, "sooner than later." "See," Jin released you, "that wasn't so hard, right?" You tilted your head to the side, clear annoyance on your face as he started laughing his amazing 'Jin' laugh.
"You know I love you, sister," he moved back into sweet big brother, "I believe in you and I know whatever you've decided is the best for you. We're all just excited to see you really get started, that's all." "I know and I appreciate it," you smiled before holding your arms around his waist, "but just trust me, ok." "You know I do," he affirmed.
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"I've been waiting for this moment," you smiled, feeling a calm and peace fall over you, "I don't want to leave. I'm ready to move back home…back to you." "What?!?!" He practically jumped out of bed, "seriously?" "Yeah," you smiled, but lowering your head embarrassed at the current situation, "this is not at all how I imagined it would go. But…I just knew I would know when I knew and that moment is now. I don't ever want to be away from you again." "Oh my god, Sweets," he held you tightly in his hold, "I can't believe it. I'd hoped it was soon…before everything happened, but when I saw you, I felt the same way. I can't wait any longer to be together…forever."
"I'd actually been kinda looking through job postings," you snuggled into his chest, "but, I've not really gone for it. I needed to know that what I was feeling, what I knew…was true. And now that it's confirmed. I want to get started." "So, then, what does this actually mean? You'll move in with me?" He asked, processing so quickly that he could barely breathe. "I mean," you shrugged, "that is so terribly pretentious isn't it. I never really got to this point in my plans. I just knew I'd be back. I've honestly just been terrified that…you'd moved on, or that you wouldn't want me anymore." "Baby, my Sweets," he shook his head in disbelief, "when you see my apartment, you'll understand everything. You'll see…"
"Oh my god," you could see the slight change in the room and you turned to look out the window, "is that the sun coming up?" "Yes, it is," he smiled, pulling you back against his chest, holding his arms around you as he rested his head on your shoulder, "speaking of coming up…" You turned to look at him and his naughty, adorable, but naughty look on his face, "I thought you had that under control." He burst out laughing and shook his head, "you are going to get it so good…" He led you back onto your back as he climbed on top of you again, kissing you, then your skin and pushing into you again. You held onto his shoulders, as his dick melted into your pussy, "oh my god, this is…it."
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[You]: brother, where are you?
[Jin]: finishing a meeting in my room
[Jin]: you have a lot of explaining to do
"Oh my god," you dropped your phone on the bed in front of you. "What? What happened?" Jungkook asked, having been watching you text Jin. "Look," you picked up your phone and showed Jungkook. "What does that mean?" He asked, trying to hide his laugh, knowing you were having the same thoughts he was. "Are you laughing? Seriously," you playfully scolded, "is it even possible?" "I mean, you were kinda loud, Sweets," he tried to hold a straight face, but he couldn't, falling back and laughing so hard he started to hold onto his stomach. "You do know that you will have to look my brother in the eyes, knowing that he knows exactly what YOU did to his little sister," you retorted and his mouth dropped wide open, whispering, "Oh. My. God." You nodded your head and affirmed, "exactly."
[You]: what are you talking about?
[Jin]: you are so lucky that I didn't switch rooms with mom and dad
[You]: why would you anyway?
[You]: and I still don't know what you're talking about
[Jin]: that little punk…
You laughed, showing Jungkook the phone as his eyes widened, shaking his head, "oh nooooo."
[You]: huh? I don't understand, I can't hear you, you're breaking up
[Jin]: yeah…on text?
[Jin]: I told you everything was going to be fine
[You]: you were right, as always
[Jin]: so, are you coming back home or are you staying?
You smiled, but a slight melancholic feeling draped over you, 'where is home?'
[You]: for now, staying
[Jin]: let's talk later, gotta pay attention
[You]: k, love you brother
[Jin]: love u 2, brat
"What's wrong, Sweets," Jungkook asked, noticing the slight change in your facial expression, but especially in how he felt your energy. He held his arms up to you and you settled back down next to him, under his arm, feeling safe and comforted. "Nothing is wrong, it's just…," you started, but you stopped, thinking about what you were going to say and how ridiculous it would sound if you said it, considering the situation. "You won't have them around you?" He knew what you were going to say and also why you didn't say it, "Sweets, it's ok to miss your family. It's not selfish because of my dad's passing." You lifted your head up in disbelief, until you finally truly accepted the strength of your bond, "I love you, Babe." His adorable bunny smile popped onto his face and you melted, "I love you, Sweets. I love you so much."
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"You little punk," Jin tackled Jungkook the moment he saw him, as he walked into your hotel room, "what do you think you're doing with my sister?" Jungkook laughed, allowing Jin to tackle him, "I'm sorry, Jin hyung, I love her." "Well, don't apologize for loving her, punk," Jin continued to tease. "No that's not what I meant," Jungkook tried to explain, but you held your arm around his waist, effectively pulling him from Jin as you held your hand against his chest. "He's just messing with you, Babe. You don't have to explain anything. Right, brother?" Your widened eyes and noticeable head tilt got Jin to ease up, "fine, no you don't have to explain…for now. I'll wait until my dear baby sister is not around."
"Jin!" You called out exasperated, "leave him alone!" Jin laughed and Jungkook looked down, bashful, "it's ok, Sweets. He should give me shit. That's his job." "No, it's my job," you said seriously, before laughing, which was followed by their thunderous laughs. "Both of you then," Jungkook continued through a fading giggle. "No, you're fine Jungkookie. I'm happy when my sister is happy and suffice to say, she's happy," Jin affirmed, which made yours and Jungkook's faces feel like they were set ablaze. Your mouth dropped open and you shook your head. Jin laughed, but then added, "ewww, what are you looking at me like that for. What, no, no, no…stop thinking that. Stob it!" "Well, Jesus," you put your hands on your hips, "be specific. You're the one with all the 'you have some explaining to do'." "Gross," Jin shook his head, "as if…just stop, stop, stop...changing the subject. Have you told mom and dad?"
"No, why do you think you're here," you lifted your eyebrows, "you have to tell them it's ok." Jin's face changed and before he could say 'no way' you were wrapping him in a tight 'i-love-you-brother-please-help-me-youre-the-best-mom-and-dad-wont-be-mad-if-you-tell-them' hug. "There is no way that I'm telling them for you," he asserted, "that's all on you." "Well, duh," you backpedaled a bit, "but you have to be there with me, please? They won't understand." "Well," Jin shrugged, looking at Jungkook with a 'no offense' look on his face, "honestly, neither do I. I mean I do, but I don't. What about your life there?"
Jungkook laced his fingers through yours and led you over to the couch, inviting Jin to follow you. He sat down, then pulled you back to sit on his lap, as he started to talk, "Jin hyung, I know it seems sudden, but it's really not. We've both been preparing for this the entire time we were apart. I'm not making her stay here. If she told me that she wanted me to move to America with her, I would. But, this is our home." "Yeah, I know," Jin shrugged, shaking his head, "too bad you can't be in two places at once, huh?" You nodded, as you started to cry, "I wish, but it's not like I'll never visit. Things are different now. With Jungkook is where I belong. They won't understand unless you do and I've talked to you about this before, right? I told you when I knew, I would know. Well…this is it, I know it. He is my home." You leaned your head on Jungkook's and he looked up, his expression asking for a kiss. You smiled and kissed him, then he continued, "...and she is my home."
"Ugh, stop all of that," Jin pretended not to be touched, but you saw the glassing over his eyes, "of course I'll convince them. As if I'd do anything else." You jumped off of Jungkook's lap and rushed over to hug Jin, "thank you so much, Jinnie. I love you." "I love you, too," he hugged you tighter and you could feel how much he'd miss you in his embrace. "Well, we better get this show on the road, our flights leave in a few hours," Jin moved you forward, knowing the conversation with your parents would take some time. Jungkook stood up and held his hand out to Jin, "thank you hyung." Jin stood up and hugged him, then asked, "before we break it to them, please tell me that you have suitable accommodations for my sister." Jungkook chuckled and nodded, "she's not seen them yet, but, I'm positive I do."
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"Wait, don't I know this?" You hadn't relaxed your widened eyes since you'd stepped into his art studio. "Yes, you do," he smiled, heart bursting with gratitude that you recognized it. "It's my…," you started and at the same time he said, "it's the…" "Picture you drew for me," you continued as did he, "picture I drew for you, of you." "Jungkook, this is beautiful," you leaned in closer to a beautiful painting of cherry blossoms trees lining a pathway made of rocks and a woman walking along the path, hair slightly blowing in the wind, "that day was so amazing. When you showed me the picture I was so touched. It perfectly captured that day…that moment…"
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"Come on," Jungkook prodded, "if we stay in you'll keep perseverating on the move and how much it totally sucks." "But, laying here and pouting makes me feel better," you stated dramatically, "it really sucks, Babe." He smiled and squatted in front of you as you buried your head in his pillow, taking over his bed, "Sweets, come on let me see that beautiful face…come on, come out with me." "Oh-kay," you lifted your head from his pillow and he quickly kissed you. You chuckled and shook your head, "stop being adorable, Babe." He laughed and pulled you up into his arms, "I'm not gonna stop being the most incredible boyfriend that ever lived, so you're gonna have to accept that, baby." You sighed and placed your hands on his cheeks, before kissing him, "I love you." "Oh yes," he pulled you tight against him, holding his arms around your waist, "that's much better, I love you "
"Jungkook," you held onto his arm as you walked along the path of cherry blossom trees, "it's so annoying that you're not letting me sulk, being all positive and cute and showing me all this beauty." "Well, this," he pointed to the pretty blossoms, "is nothing compared to what I'm seeing." You giggled and shook your head flattered, "you are so sweet, Babe." "Walk that way, I want to see something," he directed you to walk in front of him. "Oh-kay?" You answered confused, but did as he asked. As you walked in front of him, you looked back and smiled, "what are you doing?" He chuckled, holding his phone up, taking several pictures of you, "nothing, just keep walking, Sweets." You turned back around and walked forward, smiling so wide that your cheeks hurt.
As you walked with him following you, you started to feel overwhelmed with sadness, thinking, 'how will I ever be happy without him next to me.' Before you could get too far into your sad thoughts, though, he was wrapping you in a back hug, "miss me?" "Yes," you grinned, "always." He smiled, then snuggled into your neck, kissing your cheek, "me too." "So, what were you doing?" You asked him, giggling when you caught the mischievous look on his face. "Wouldn't you like to know," he slid his pinched finger and thumb across his lips, zipping them. "Oh my god, you're so fucking adorable," you laughed as you held onto him. You realized that what you would miss most about Korea, was being in the moment with him.
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"Jungkook," you held your hand up to your mouth, before holding it over your heart, "this is so beautiful. It's exactly that moment. You are so sweet, baby. I love it! Thank you, Babe!" "Now, whenever you're feeling disconnected from 'home' you can look at this and be right back here with me following behind you," he explained, pulling you into his arms, holding you tight. "You are so amazing," you kissed him, trying to hide the tears in your eyes, "I'm so grateful that you are mine." "Not more grateful than I am that you are mine," he smiled, kissing your forehead.
"Dammit, Namjoon didn't even have faith in me?" You teased, feigning hurt feelings. "No, no, it was just that he was worried about me. That's all." You lifted your head from his chest and pouted, your eyes began to tear, "he was worried…" "Stop that baby," he smacked your ass to get your attention, "the guilt is not necessary. Let it go. Ok?" "Ok," you looked down, feeling sad, and angry with yourself. "I'm gonna spank you again, Sweets," he teased, while he rubbed your ass cheek. "Well," you bit down on your lip, "that was hot…maybe I want you to spank me again."
"You naughty girl," he shook his head, "are you needing my dick again, baby?" He asked, running his hands over your ass, adjusting his body so he could push his fingers between your legs. You nodded, adjusting your body, moving up a bit and spreading your legs so that he could feel how wet you'd remained. "Oh my god," you moaned as he started to slide them against your folds, while your slick coated them again. You moved to kneeling beside him and moaned, "I'm going to need your dick in my mouth." He growled out as you lowered your mouth onto his hard length. You gripped onto it, squeezing it at its base, as you licked it, sucking on the softness that surrounded it. You took a firm palm against his sack, squeezing ever so gently, before you started to lick on it as well. "Holy fuck, Sweets," he moaned, "how do you know how to do that?" You giggled, lifting your head to look at him for a second, "instinct…and you, guiding me so I know what you like." "Fuck, yes," he moaned out, "that feels so good."
"Mmmm," you moaned against his length, as your mouth squeezed around its thickness, "mmmm mmmm mmmm, fuck!" His fingers found your hotspot and he started to circle it slowly. Tiny prickles started to fire throughout your body, starting at your pulsing clit and working their way out. It felt so good that you had to tell him, "fuck, Jungkook, yes baby. Oh my god, fuck yes." You tried to settle into his touch, jerking slightly every minute or so as the prickles started to build into sparks, while your high drew closer and closer. "Fuck! You're…," he started, momentarily pausing his fingers within you, as you felt a hot burst of cum hit the back of your throat, "gonna make me cum." You giggled, lifting your head up and looking into his eyes, as you swallowed his load. "Oh my god, Sweets," he chuckled with darkened eyes, obviously turned all the way on, "you dirty girl. Taste good?" "So good," you nodded, as you climbed on top of him, laying against him as you connected your lips with his.
"How do you want me to make you cum this time, Baby?" He asked, waiting for your direction. "Boyfriend's choice," you leaned back, straddling his abdomen, waiting for him to choose. "I haven't gotten enough of watching you. The look on your face when I'm making you cum is so fucking hot," he licked his lips and sat up slightly, sliding back against the headboard, "stay right there." You could feel his dick continuing to drip, as you slid your ass back slightly, holding yourself up as he curled his fingers into your pussy. "Mmm, yes, there," he smiled, eyes staring straight into your soul, "let me see that beautiful face." You squeezed your tits, holding them up, asking for his attention. He obliged, sucking on them, before your body started to tremble again from deep within, "oh my god, yes, fuck yes." "Look at me," he directed, drawing your attention to his gaze, "that's my girl, you feel so good on my fingers, baby." You stared at him, moaning, holding onto his arms as he continued to rub you to orgasm.
The intensity was at maximum level. The space filled with sex like an early morning fog, and you started to rock against him, "oh god, oh god, oh god, Jungkook…" He kept his pace, he'd learned exactly how to make you bust, so easily training your pussy to respond to his touch, "cum, look right into my eyes, baby…and cum. Cum right now." "Holy shit," you said rapidly, squeezing his arms, as you rode the pleasure wave. Pure ecstasy blanketed you and the sexy look in his eyes, as he watched you cum for him was the hottest you'd ever felt. Once you'd emptied for him, you wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed him, whispering, "damn, that was so hot." "That it was, Sweets," he kissed your lips then your neck, before he guided you back under his arm where you laid against his chest, "ok, so…where were we?" You both laughed and you went right back into your conversation, as if you'd not just been totally strung out on each other.
"We were talking about how no one around us understood how we could be so faithful, without ever talking," you started, "I wish I would have called you to leave a message. I listened to your voicemail over and over again…and it was so comforting. I'm truly so sorry I didn't do that for you. But…I did write to you, I just didn't send the letters." "Sweets," he shook his head, feeling bad because he wanted you to feel free of the guilt, but at the same time knowing you and understanding, "I'm gonna have to get a paddle for you…and really get that guilt out of you." You laughed, before changing your face to horny as fuck, "you can definitely fuck it out of me if you need to." "I intend to do that too, if YOU need me to," he teased, before bouncing his fingers against his lips to ask for a kiss. You kissed him and remembered what you'd been wanting to tell him, "by the way, this whole lip piercing and all the tattoos…so fucking hot. Definitely working for me."
"Oh yeah," he chuckled, "I'm glad you like it and them." "This, all of this," he hovered his hand over you, "all of this is working for me too." You shook your head against the side of his body, smiling with giddiness, before you continued, "so, yeah, my friend was always asking me why I wasn't interested in this dude or that and I told her, 'you don't know my Jungkook, he's worth it'. She'd just roll her eyes and pretend I was just crazy. She thought you were so hot by the way." "What? What do you mean?" He asked, seeming a bit surprised. "Babe, I've had the same picture of us on my phone since I moved," you admitted, suddenly feeling a blush on your cheeks. "Awww, that's so sweet, baby," he giggled, "me too." "Really?" You asked, still surprised. "What do you mean, really?" He asked, as he reached for his phone to show you, "see, now show me yours."
You rolled out of bed and fetched it from your purse, then handed it to him, "see." He laughed, "I know, I already saw it, I just wanted to watch your ass bounce as you went to get it." You playfully pushed him and laughed, "babe, you just have to tell me and I'll bounce my ass for you." He laughed, pulling you onto him again, "ok, so where did you decide to study?" "An in state school," you shrugged, "just like Jin, I didn't want to be far away from my family. What about you?" You asked, comfortably moving back to laying on your hands, on his chest. "An art school, actually," he shook his head, laughing at the memory of his decision, "my dad was so pissed about it." "Seriously, why?" You asked curiously. "What do you mean, why, Sweets? You know how important service was to him, practically a politician since birth, he wanted me to follow in his and Namjoon's footsteps, but that just wasn't for me," he shrugged, still feeling a tiny sting from his dad's initial disappointment in his choice. "I get that, babe," you kissed his chest, "you are much more introverted than he allowed you to be. I'm glad you pursued what you loved. I still have those cute drawings you did of us."
"I knew you would hold onto them. Actually, speaking of my art, I want to show you my studio and my installations oh and my apartment and…just everything," his voice was filled with excitement, until he realized, "oh, wait, when are you leaving? What are we going to do…now?"
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"Why are you still his executive assistant, sister? You have a business degree, when are you going to use it?" Jin was always supportive of you, but he was also skilled in tough love. He called bullshit when he needed to. "Jin," you shrugged, "it's just…not time." "Time for what? What are you waiting for?" He knew you were still focused on Jungkook, but why you were so stuck, he was at a loss. "I don't know," you shrugged again, unsure of how to answer him, when you didn't have an answer for yourself, "just…I'll know."
What you'd known was that you needed to be in a job that didn't mean much to you. Something that you could just pick up and leave when the time was right…when you knew, when your belief was confirmed. You just couldn't move past the guilt you carried and to be honest you were scared. If Jungkook hadn't waited for you, like you did him, you knew it would break you…and taking that emotional risk was just too scary.
"Well, you need to 'know' sooner than later. Do you know how many times mom and dad have asked me what you're waiting for?" He crossed his arms in front of his chest and looked at you with judgment, but only big brother judgment. "I'm sorry, Jinnie," you held your hand against his cheek, before hugging him, "I appreciate you being the buffer. I know they are worried, but this works for me right now. I'm good." His playful disposition softened and he stretched his arms around you, enveloping you in a sweet hug, until it wasn't, easily transitioning to annoying older brother as he squeezed you tighter and tighter. "Ok, ok," your whole disposition calling mercy, "sooner than later." "See," Jin released you, "that wasn't so hard, right?" You tilted your head to the side, clear annoyance on your face as he started laughing his amazing 'Jin' laugh.
"You know I love you, sister," he moved back into sweet big brother, "I believe in you and I know whatever you've decided is the best for you. We're all just excited to see you really get started, that's all." "I know and I appreciate it," you smiled before holding your arms around his waist, "but just trust me, ok." "You know I do," he affirmed.
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"I've been waiting for this moment," you smiled, feeling a calm and peace fall over you, "I don't want to leave. I'm ready to move back home…back to you." "What?!?!" He practically jumped out of bed, "seriously?" "Yeah," you smiled, but lowering your head embarrassed at the current situation, "this is not at all how I imagined it would go. But…I just knew I would know when I knew and that moment is now. I don't ever want to be away from you again." "Oh my god, Sweets," he held you tightly in his hold, "I can't believe it. I'd hoped it was soon…before everything happened, but when I saw you, I felt the same way. I can't wait any longer to be together…forever."
"I'd actually been kinda looking through job postings," you snuggled into his chest, "but, I've not really gone for it. I needed to know that what I was feeling, what I knew…was true. And now that it's confirmed. I want to get started." "So, then, what does this actually mean? You'll move in with me?" He asked, processing so quickly that he could barely breathe. "I mean," you shrugged, "that is so terribly pretentious isn't it. I never really got to this point in my plans. I just knew I'd be back. I've honestly just been terrified that…you'd moved on, or that you wouldn't want me anymore." "Baby, my Sweets," he shook his head in disbelief, "when you see my apartment, you'll understand everything. You'll see…"
"Oh my god," you could see the slight change in the room and you turned to look out the window, "is that the sun coming up?" "Yes, it is," he smiled, pulling you back against his chest, holding his arms around you as he rested his head on your shoulder, "speaking of coming up…" You turned to look at him and his naughty, adorable, but naughty look on his face, "I thought you had that under control." He burst out laughing and shook his head, "you are going to get it so good…" He led you back onto your back as he climbed on top of you again, kissing you, then your skin and pushing into you again. You held onto his shoulders, as his dick melted into your pussy, "oh my god, this is…it."
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[You]: brother, where are you?
[Jin]: finishing a meeting in my room
[Jin]: you have a lot of explaining to do
"Oh my god," you dropped your phone on the bed in front of you. "What? What happened?" Jungkook asked, having been watching you text Jin. "Look," you picked up your phone and showed Jungkook. "What does that mean?" He asked, trying to hide his laugh, knowing you were having the same thoughts he was. "Are you laughing? Seriously," you playfully scolded, "is it even possible?" "I mean, you were kinda loud, Sweets," he tried to hold a straight face, but he couldn't, falling back and laughing so hard he started to hold onto his stomach. "You do know that you will have to look my brother in the eyes, knowing that he knows exactly what YOU did to his little sister," you retorted and his mouth dropped wide open, whispering, "Oh. My. God." You nodded your head and affirmed, "exactly."
[You]: what are you talking about?
[Jin]: you are so lucky that I didn't switch rooms with mom and dad
[You]: why would you anyway?
[You]: and I still don't know what you're talking about
[Jin]: that little punk…
You laughed, showing Jungkook the phone as his eyes widened, shaking his head, "oh nooooo."
[You]: huh? I don't understand, I can't hear you, you're breaking up
[Jin]: yeah…on text?
[Jin]: I told you everything was going to be fine
[You]: you were right, as always
[Jin]: so, are you coming back home or are you staying?
You smiled, but a slight melancholic feeling draped over you, 'where is home?'
[You]: for now, staying
[Jin]: let's talk later, gotta pay attention
[You]: k, love you brother
[Jin]: love u 2, brat
"What's wrong, Sweets," Jungkook asked, noticing the slight change in your facial expression, but especially in how he felt your energy. He held his arms up to you and you settled back down next to him, under his arm, feeling safe and comforted. "Nothing is wrong, it's just…," you started, but you stopped, thinking about what you were going to say and how ridiculous it would sound if you said it, considering the situation. "You won't have them around you?" He knew what you were going to say and also why you didn't say it, "Sweets, it's ok to miss your family. It's not selfish because of my dad's passing." You lifted your head up in disbelief, until you finally truly accepted the strength of your bond, "I love you, Babe." His adorable bunny smile popped onto his face and you melted, "I love you, Sweets. I love you so much."
-
"You little punk," Jin tackled Jungkook the moment he saw him, as he walked into your hotel room, "what do you think you're doing with my sister?" Jungkook laughed, allowing Jin to tackle him, "I'm sorry, Jin hyung, I love her." "Well, don't apologize for loving her, punk," Jin continued to tease. "No that's not what I meant," Jungkook tried to explain, but you held your arm around his waist, effectively pulling him from Jin as you held your hand against his chest. "He's just messing with you, Babe. You don't have to explain anything. Right, brother?" Your widened eyes and noticeable head tilt got Jin to ease up, "fine, no you don't have to explain…for now. I'll wait until my dear baby sister is not around."
"Jin!" You called out exasperated, "leave him alone!" Jin laughed and Jungkook looked down, bashful, "it's ok, Sweets. He should give me shit. That's his job." "No, it's my job," you said seriously, before laughing, which was followed by their thunderous laughs. "Both of you then," Jungkook continued through a fading giggle. "No, you're fine Jungkookie. I'm happy when my sister is happy and suffice to say, she's happy," Jin affirmed, which made yours and Jungkook's faces feel like they were set ablaze. Your mouth dropped open and you shook your head. Jin laughed, but then added, "ewww, what are you looking at me like that for. What, no, no, no…stop thinking that. Stob it!" "Well, Jesus," you put your hands on your hips, "be specific. You're the one with all the 'you have some explaining to do'." "Gross," Jin shook his head, "as if…just stop, stop, stop...changing the subject. Have you told mom and dad?"
"No, why do you think you're here," you lifted your eyebrows, "you have to tell them it's ok." Jin's face changed and before he could say 'no way' you were wrapping him in a tight 'i-love-you-brother-please-help-me-youre-the-best-mom-and-dad-wont-be-mad-if-you-tell-them' hug. "There is no way that I'm telling them for you," he asserted, "that's all on you." "Well, duh," you backpedaled a bit, "but you have to be there with me, please? They won't understand." "Well," Jin shrugged, looking at Jungkook with a 'no offense' look on his face, "honestly, neither do I. I mean I do, but I don't. What about your life there?"
Jungkook laced his fingers through yours and led you over to the couch, inviting Jin to follow you. He sat down, then pulled you back to sit on his lap, as he started to talk, "Jin hyung, I know it seems sudden, but it's really not. We've both been preparing for this the entire time we were apart. I'm not making her stay here. If she told me that she wanted me to move to America with her, I would. But, this is our home." "Yeah, I know," Jin shrugged, shaking his head, "too bad you can't be in two places at once, huh?" You nodded, as you started to cry, "I wish, but it's not like I'll never visit. Things are different now. With Jungkook is where I belong. They won't understand unless you do and I've talked to you about this before, right? I told you when I knew, I would know. Well…this is it, I know it. He is my home." You leaned your head on Jungkook's and he looked up, his expression asking for a kiss. You smiled and kissed him, then he continued, "...and she is my home."
"Ugh, stop all of that," Jin pretended not to be touched, but you saw the glassing over his eyes, "of course I'll convince them. As if I'd do anything else." You jumped off of Jungkook's lap and rushed over to hug Jin, "thank you so much, Jinnie. I love you." "I love you, too," he hugged you tighter and you could feel how much he'd miss you in his embrace. "Well, we better get this show on the road, our flights leave in a few hours," Jin moved you forward, knowing the conversation with your parents would take some time. Jungkook stood up and held his hand out to Jin, "thank you hyung." Jin stood up and hugged him, then asked, "before we break it to them, please tell me that you have suitable accommodations for my sister." Jungkook chuckled and nodded, "she's not seen them yet, but, I'm positive I do."
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"Wait, don't I know this?" You hadn't relaxed your widened eyes since you'd stepped into his art studio. "Yes, you do," he smiled, heart bursting with gratitude that you recognized it. "It's my…," you started and at the same time he said, "it's the…" "Picture you drew for me," you continued as did he, "picture I drew for you, of you." "Jungkook, this is beautiful," you leaned in closer to a beautiful painting of cherry blossoms trees lining a pathway made of rocks and a woman walking along the path, hair slightly blowing in the wind, "that day was so amazing. When you showed me the picture I was so touched. It perfectly captured that day…that moment…"
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"Come on," Jungkook prodded, "if we stay in you'll keep perseverating on the move and how much it totally sucks." "But, laying here and pouting makes me feel better," you stated dramatically, "it really sucks, Babe." He smiled and squatted in front of you as you buried your head in his pillow, taking over his bed, "Sweets, come on let me see that beautiful face…come on, come out with me." "Oh-kay," you lifted your head from his pillow and he quickly kissed you. You chuckled and shook your head, "stop being adorable, Babe." He laughed and pulled you up into his arms, "I'm not gonna stop being the most incredible boyfriend that ever lived, so you're gonna have to accept that, baby." You sighed and placed your hands on his cheeks, before kissing him, "I love you." "Oh yes," he pulled you tight against him, holding his arms around your waist, "that's much better, I love you "
"Jungkook," you held onto his arm as you walked along the path of cherry blossom trees, "it's so annoying that you're not letting me sulk, being all positive and cute and showing me all this beauty." "Well, this," he pointed to the pretty blossoms, "is nothing compared to what I'm seeing." You giggled and shook your head flattered, "you are so sweet, Babe." "Walk that way, I want to see something," he directed you to walk in front of him. "Oh-kay?" You answered confused, but did as he asked. As you walked in front of him, you looked back and smiled, "what are you doing?" He chuckled, holding his phone up, taking several pictures of you, "nothing, just keep walking, Sweets." You turned back around and walked forward, smiling so wide that your cheeks hurt.
As you walked with him following you, you started to feel overwhelmed with sadness, thinking, 'how will I ever be happy without him next to me.' Before you could get too far into your sad thoughts, though, he was wrapping you in a back hug, "miss me?" "Yes," you grinned, "always." He smiled, then snuggled into your neck, kissing your cheek, "me too." "So, what were you doing?" You asked him, giggling when you caught the mischievous look on his face. "Wouldn't you like to know," he slid his pinched finger and thumb across his lips, zipping them. "Oh my god, you're so fucking adorable," you laughed as you held onto him. You realized that what you would miss most about Korea, was being in the moment with him.
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"Jungkook," you held your hand up to your mouth, before holding it over your heart, "this is so beautiful. It's exactly that moment. You are so sweet, baby. I love it! Thank you, Babe!" "Now, whenever you're feeling disconnected from 'home' you can look at this and be right back here with me following behind you," he explained, pulling you into his arms, holding you tight. "You are so amazing," you kissed him, trying to hide the tears in your eyes, "I'm so grateful that you are mine." "Not more grateful than I am that you are mine," he smiled, kissing your forehead.
